Dhaka, April 13: The dust may have settled after Bangladesh's painful defeat to India in the World Twenty20 but the painful memory still haunts senior batsman Mahmudullah.
Team India celebrating 1-run victory against Bangladesh
With the experienced Mahmudullah and Mushfiqur Rahim at the crease, the upset seemed all but pulled off.
But a brain freeze saw them lose three wickets in the remaining deliveries as Bangladesh fell one run short to plunge their fans into a state of shock and utter disbelief.
"How can I forget that? When Mushfiq and I were batting...never thought that we could lose," Mahmudullah said on Tuesday.
"Actually Mushfiq's wicket after two fine boundaries was unthinkable. After that, my dismissal was unimaginable as well - it was such a mistake."
Both the batsmen targeted the leg side for big shots off Hardik Pandya but ended holding out to midwicket.
"The ball was there to be hit for sixes but I missed. But I can't go back and fix it. In the future, I will try to choose safer options in such situations," Mahmudullah said.
Hardik Pandya bagged 2 wickets in the last over and turned the tides for India.
A single after that could have taken the match to a Super Over but a run out, due to the quick wits of India skipper Mahendra Singh Dhoni, prevented that.
"There was still hope... but it didn't happen, it's actually my fault. I made a senseless mistake and was responsible for the defeat."
"I just want to say - I apologise to everyone. I am yet to say officially something after that match ... I will try to handle such situation smartly in the future."